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Sunday, April 24, 2005
It seemed to be over...
After the Speech Day yesterday, it is declared tt i've stepped down frm my CCA... rite now i seemed to b lost in space... Lost In Time.. Is sunday today, i dun hav the momentum to study then. Used to b worrying on my CCA, tt pressure is gone. SYF we did achieve sumth, as for Wushu i wasnt able to achieve anyth... unable to forgive myself now. Tmr i still hav to announce the results in frnt of the whole sch... do feel ashame tt i nva get a medal. I was the leader but cant show a great example to juniors. Yet 1 of my juniors can outshine me... tt emotion isnt any betta at all.
1 month left to study for chinese 'O' lvl... wif many MYE in the middle. Im afraid i had to rush all my works, no time to spare on leisure. Is a bad news, but a gd news for myself is: after joining CCC, nt onli i've change a lot, my inspiration and determination come easily to me. I know i did morph into another person, my old prisch friends can hardly recognise me. Tt is wad my teacher said i can b proud of myself - Change For The Better.
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im dead..
im sum1 u hate..
im sum1 u do not wish to see...
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