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Friday, April 29, 2005
The never-ending war...
Eva since tt 1 week of depression, i still haven overcome my guilt. On monday i had to announce the results in frnt of the whole sch... i felt total disgrace as i nva win any medal at all. Seeing my Gan Di receive prizes, did regret tt i nva learn much like he did. Tuesday nth happen much then, onli SS test and we did nt finish... Wednesday gt phy test, and continuing the SS test... Thursday, yesterday, took CME test - tt test gave us a sense of guilt man!
Today our MYE starts, Eng and MT paper1(s) are the appetitser for the main course then. Didint know wat to write actually... Im totally clueless to pen sumth on the lined papers. Of coz i still need to submit sumth, thus lots of rubbish are passed up.
I really wanna take a break, especially these 3 days... Rite now, i feel like a mindless body. I hav to do sum soul-seeking, reflect on wad ive done. I wan to set my targets again... targets achievable to myself.
PhantomG appeared from the dark
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im dead..
im sum1 u hate..
im sum1 u do not wish to see...
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