wad these few days i cant post my blog... so i nva blog since thurs... nth much.. juz dota-ing alone in bnet n reflect of my past...
today did OP de slides n lata nid revise chinese... tmr nid type out 1st draft of I&R lah!
morning i wake up at e time supposed to meet at sch library... 10AM.. no choice will be there late le. but i 11 am reach there my job havent come yet. so i help em check slides lor... wah gt alot of improvements to be made lah.. ok then do finish go CS eat long john. then sum1 go buy bubble tea then we walked ard TM. eh boring abit coz they chit-chat de nt of my interest...
then reach home at 4pm... at 4.20pm my fren called me urgent lah. our ppt slides nt attach to our e-mail... or shud i say e sch pc nva send our e-mail! so sianz lah... stupid sch de pc, i rush to library to use tt pc again to send e ppt slides to my frenz lor.. now im so tired i wan slp...
so lata gonna cut hair le play dota till 11pm? then do chinese hmwk n tmr go chinese remedial lor... haiz... i hope all e annoyin exam n PW quickly be done... muz score well for those lah... so MUZ EXCEL!
PhantomG appeared from the dark 5:51 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
silent...
is quiet again... now i juz play in e afternn n nite. slp late... wake up in e afternn... my life have changed since last year. ya always play, tryin to play till u relieve stress? i think im too into e game. i 4gt time.
eh seldom catch up wif frenz liao... ya all gt their own bz stuff. me leh... maybe i myself dun wan to get bz tts y im always at home play. errr.... soon A lvl chinese liao. so i muz soon get muggin again. so is e PW de OP... hope i get tis over i can hav my 1 week break. then e real bz life of mine begin in 20nov.. haiz....
PhantomG appeared from the dark 8:19 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
result slip...
CCDEEU... hmm tts very kind to pass my S for bio but GP sure U de lah...
today had my 1st prac in PW de OP.. blew it coz last min prepare.. my speech super sucks..
darn my grp members!!! U KNOW WAD?! EVERYONE TREAT ME AS AN INVISIBLE BEING! morning i did come for flag assembly! morning I WAS AT E COURTYARD! MORNING I WAS THERE N MY CT TOOK MY ATTENDANCE LAH! SO Y AM I INVISIBLE?! wth....
ya then they said am i late? or i came to sch lata... siao.. u know how much troble mt CT will give if i late? i still reach sch in time by 7.30am de lah.. okok so i am invisible, means im nt tt impt in their life le mah... nid prepare slides for my OP they said they would do it b4 puasa... gd... but they 4gt to bring today wif no backup file.. some1 told me to do slides, i tio another ppl scold coz she said she had did it for me. thx lor.. tio scold unnecessary. n thr lor for all treatin me invisible. WOAH! such an excellent excuse...
hmm i guess im dead already, ami i alive at all? maybe wads walkin in frnt of u is a spirit.. ya im a ghost... juz like always.. since pri sch... i probably nva exist in tis world.
PhantomG appeared from the dark 6:10 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i feel im back again... hope tis is true..
im feel myself return again... dunno y... but is like everything seem so very normal to me... dunno y... eh like e air? now not much haze le.. PSI 40 liddat.. then gt rain mah.. see how e water droplet fell frm e sky...
ok today hari raya puasa.. eh now the 23th hour soon so i quickly say,"selemat hari raya"..
ya since today is a public holiday, no doubt i will go out wif frenz!!!! WAH!!! ya dota session again.. hmm... play 3 rds lost 2... im so noob..... sianz lah.. nvm i can accept my loss. BUT in these 2 games wad i can accept is some1's attitude.. eh since siding wif a pro (zq) so keep taunting me lah.. zq nva say anything, juz say let it be.. but cant accept tt rich guy attitude leh seriously!!! taunt me, is like an insult lah.. he nva reflect wad he had said de.. rich guy mah... sometimes i do hate rich ppl for their attitude!
yea so lost lah... hmm 1st time play random all e way... 1st tio enchantress which i havent mastered yet... then Night Stalker which i still dunno how to farm.. lastly gt e Treant Protector.. eh tio Treant, some think im feeder.. wun lah... i gt Xj hu knows how to play his bounty hunter well... so i tell XJ to gang ppl wif me lor.. lol he scare me coz he keep running away.. ya 3rd rd i win coz vern finally use his ulti hero, SK.. very gd killer.. eh treant juz to be supportive hero... ya wad.. i gif em +10 armour to chiong ard... treant de hp too long hard to kill mah. hu ask em aim me? farm to get PT SnY n battle fury.. can chiong tower easily mah...
ya then play -wtf -ar mode.. lol im e onli person nva enjoy... tio bone flecher can only wind walk... XJ happi coz his necrolyte 1st spell make ppl wun die de! wah i see em play so funny lah... i can onli watch lor... sianz...
eh run ard cs to try wireless connection.. sux man... onli Mac can but other places CANT!!! very very sianz... no choice bah... i heard next year whole s'pore gt wireless connection.. hehe... by tt time can bnet dota anytime n use PDA which can conveniently make my life easy...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 10:48 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
torment
i feel tortured... think like many sch soon stop le.. o lvl stuff so sec sch stop? pri6 student can pon sch since PSLE over? in JC leh... A lvl soon coming, especially we J1 de MTL A lvl exam n PW de OP... seems like no break after promos after all... teachers still wan complete tis year's syllabus... cant focus much on chinese lah.. then next year test test test... n so much holiday hmwk! haiz... sianz those things.. somehow gettin better but i can still hav breathing prob sometimes... cant w8 for haze to be over! i think e nature now suffer alot... see lots of dry leaves lying ard, ground dryin up, trees gettin less green. worse... i havent seen e clear blue sky for 2-3 wks le.. when will tis bad haze be over? SARS, bird flu had given enuf trouble.. now gt haze oso about air problem.
play maple in wk days... play dota wk end n every nite... haiz... so noob am i, feel like giving up dota le.. last nite play wif zq against some team, wah we lost big time lah... muz we ever depend on pros to win? sianz..
i wan holidays... holidays only on dec sia! but cca will be going on... no such thing as holidays de... holidays = days u do nt have any stress... ya i still gt stress on competitions n academic! no such thing de... to me, real holiday is.... eh nt gd to say sumth bo liao... ok skip tt..
tmr endure to 1530 i wan go home rest.. tue publich holiday mah, i wan rest enuf for next 3 days n study CHINESE.. nt expectin to get "A" in chinese coz is 4eva nva "A".. but i hate it when i cant put in my best effort.. "DO IT WELL OR NOT AT ALL." tts my motto given by my pri sch teacher since..
stress... torment... pressure...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 10:00 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
wah still abit sick...
hmm... running nose blk nose AND nose pain.. wah very xin ku lah... very irritating.. BLAME E HAZE! wah kao no fresh air de lah!
ok gd news... taggy up le coz my fren ah wan tag tag so he recommend a tag board for me... hmm.. thanks josh..
ok so... today sch i dun say coz im gonna say again.. sianz... but now no teacher scold... phew~~~
eh... i gt play maplestory n DotA now... ok DotA very noob so i think my frenz 4eva wun call me go play... haiz.. maple play can b very^(infinity) SIANZ!!!! so u think i feel like playing for hours? eh i nov holiday after PW de OP then pia maple.. chiong to lvl90++ then can ks ppl!!! aim e mage! hehehe... muz repay all e mage their "kindness" ah, muz know tt they treat me very "kind". hmm my D34t}{(\)0+E perhaps... ya... silent de4th on those ksers! hopefully can help my frenz repay em.. no worries^^.
ok so DotA.. maple.. A lvl... excel in academic is a MUST! maple train to 4th job comes lata.. DotA muz own e game within 40 mins NEXT YEAR! ok so i folo my sch fren... build my empire! WAKAKAKAKA!!! BEHOLD! 1 borndan gonna be bvery borndan!
PhantomG appeared from the dark 11:25 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
my sch reopen?
eh monday tt time in sch nt feelin well... so go home early lor... take pink form for permission to leave college early. wah was so nt feelin well on monday lah! headache plus breathing difficulty!
haze killer le lah... wah piang doc said i gt alot of phlame in my lung! think my body produce alot of mucus to rid e dust in e air lah.. now all trap in my lung muz eat medicine to clear those phlame... then giv me cough syrup coz i gt cough mah... wah make me slp n slp n slp... now dun wan eat tt medicine but cant slp! if drink le tmr sure no nid wake up le... so dun take for now bah. then oso gt antibiotic n "clear phlame" pills...
so i gt 2 days MC till today but gt alot of prob in sch lah tmr... first nid reach sch early at 7am to sign PW thingy, then afternn gt some wushu training which sure cant skip de.. tmr lesson oso boring!!!!!! haiz... no choice.. but thur no sch! thur is promotional day so i juz w8 for tmr to be over i again holiday 1 day! LOL!! WAKAKAKAK! ok so i nid slp early tonite... dun feel like dozing off in class lei...
ya then think my taggy down le lah... so no nid comment anything bout me le... haiz... oh i still dun wan change music now...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 11:09 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
eh sick... cough cough....
ytd sore throat... today giddy n stuff liddat.. conclusion.. im sick again le... -.-"
muz hav tad in too much PSI de Haze de dust le... summore i always slp late wake up early... nt enuf slp, immunity weaken.. so sick le lah.
so i juz rest for few days bah, maybe tmr go see doctor.
ytd play DotA at LAN... i sianz ji pua lah... lost all 3 matches! haiz.. im gettin more noob le in dota. to think zq is playin sumth like cs... wah he kill me more. ZzzzZzz such a challenge lah, cant win him abit! ay looks like i hav no talent in playin like cs said liao...
wah lata see matrix... long time no watch liao. gt DVD but dad keep it lah.. diaoz...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 7:09 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
tiring...
hmm.. tag board down.... haiz... so i guess i needa find a new tag board soon. any1 can suggest any? ok none coz taggy down... haiz...
yea im promoted... CDEESU my new score... H2 bio S, H2 chem D, H2 maths E, H1 geo E, H1 chinese C n H1 gp U... haiz GP n bio fail liao... but i gt 2 H2 n 1 H1 pass.. im PROMOTED LE!!! HOOOO!!!!
been playing dota for more than a week le... wah tt time gt scold by cs lah for me being noob. still inexperienced n nt tt evil mah... okok now im gettin more no mercy n EVIL!!! in dota le.. maybe next time wun be tt generous to my other frenz since i muz giv cs e expectation he wan huh? hu knows... bnet alot of pros lah, i sometime die of tt severe att!
so i may seldom blog again... no 1 nids to suffer reading my ET language blog... celebrate! do wateva u wan to leave tis blog alone loh... WOOOHOOO!! -.-" hmm... see if u wan w8 for my next blog bah...
tmr going LAN wif my sec sch buddies lah... ay will lac lac de coz i dun think they wan play if i kill too fast. ya ya ok le i gtta do PW WR some more... so bz i sianz liao... haiz.....
PhantomG appeared from the dark 9:20 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
yea abit of holiday...
since last thur after bio paper, i start to play like playplayplayplayplay.... i went to sim lim to buy WC3 battle chest set... come home istall n play.. ya but cd drive gt prob, sometimes can read e WC3 cd sometimes cant..
ok then sometimes load up to 2 hrs then can play lah... tts like wth...
i play dota for 5 days le bah... wah i see alot of pros playin, tio scold as noob lor... im still learning i nva say im pro wad... tio scold tio insult, lots of bad comment bout me can le.. haiz...
today morning went to sch.. havent left home my fren call. he said today no sch, he at sch le but nt a single student there... so i nva go sch le today. haiz... sianz coz lata wan play dota but tis pc nid time to load. tts damn... maybe play maple to train to lvl70 for 3rd job... but train 5% of exp i take 30 mins... tts so sianz....... haiz... i w8 nov then chiong maple bah.. now juz wan rest..
hmm... now note: dota item: basic -> booster -> ultimate dota hero: take last hit on creeps to farm faster...
still tryin to learn how to own e map after 10 mins...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 7:45 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hope.....
hope will pass H2 maths n chem...
monday de chem paper onli do about 60% of e paper... today maths do 68% of e paper... % means e marks of e paper.. so i hope can promote to J2 le lah!
then h1 geo paper hor... nva study at all... today crap alot of garbage into e paper. no choice... coz i giv up on geo n H2 bio for promos... haiz... tmr de bio sure fail coz i left 3 hrs liddat to study le.. i nva revise in my muggin week...
ok dun say sch le... josh dun wan read my blog. ah hu cares?! still wan blog bout sch coz i spent 1/3 of my day in sch everyday! U CAN'T STOP ME!!... hmm... tmr wan buy WC3 roc n ft to play DotA at home le. goin sim lim sq after failin my bio... eh kinda stupid to do tt if u ask me. no choice.. i juz wan get promoted now! n i wan enjoy now coz every stress with sch lah!
ay if i retain.. hmm poly ppl! i will join u all in NS! if i get promoted of coz will study even harder to get back my 'A's!! so finally can dota soon wif zq they all... wah wanna play pro style... then next time go LAN can trash ppl liao.. WAKAKAKAKA!!!! n if they wan me go LAN, muz em pay me to go out! WAKAKAKA!!! (siao liao, dun mind me) WAKAKAKA!!!
WAH IM SO STRESS UP! I NEEDA RELIEVE MY STRESS SOON! MY HEAD QUITE PAIN! T.T
PhantomG appeared from the dark 7:45 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
children's day? n exam week...
lol happy children's day to all where there's still a child in u... wakakakaka....
ok lame... nvm. hmmm now chiong study everything on chemistry. tmr chem test... haiz... now then study is indeed a headache.. ya in e end i nva study bio lah... feel like giving up on bio now, next year then keep up wif bio.. eh chem looks pretty simple to me. but when i study juz now, i realise i 4gt alot of things le lah... so i dunno tmr's paper i can pass anot. haiz... juz pass chem n maths sounds easy.... now it is hard coz i last min study again lah.
eh ppl... i heard recent indonesia gt forest fire. so e smog blew to s'pore.. ya PSI now quite high so muz avoid doing many outdoor activities. then eh nowadays quite foggy to me... i hope temperature dun increase too much due to CO2 n dun decrease too much due to less exposure of sunlight.. hmm... is better to stay at home or go shoppin mall i guess... stay indoor correct liao.
im always thinkin... tt i can be beyond my limits.. is like a greater thinkin than human? sort of... y can i be fast n y will i be slow? y can i control my body well n y i cant control e things ard me? e control i define as usin ur mind to control... ya then now come in e nervous system theory.. but wads controlin e mind??? hmm... cant be ans.. so things tt cant be ans by science is supernatural. so now e spirit n soul theory come... ok some "out of mind thinkin" im having due to so too stress...
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