lost in darkness...

Sunday, October 22, 2006

torment

i feel tortured... think like many sch soon stop le.. o lvl stuff so sec sch stop? pri6 student can pon sch since PSLE over? in JC leh... A lvl soon coming, especially we J1 de MTL A lvl exam n PW de OP... seems like no break after promos after all... teachers still wan complete tis year's syllabus... cant focus much on chinese lah.. then next year test test test... n so much holiday hmwk! haiz... sianz those things..

somehow gettin better but i can still hav breathing prob sometimes... cant w8 for haze to be over! i think e nature now suffer alot... see lots of dry leaves lying ard, ground dryin up, trees gettin less green. worse... i havent seen e clear blue sky for 2-3 wks le.. when will tis bad haze be over? SARS, bird flu had given enuf trouble.. now gt haze oso about air problem.

play maple in wk days... play dota wk end n every nite... haiz... so noob am i, feel like giving up dota le.. last nite play wif zq against some team, wah we lost big time lah... muz we ever depend on pros to win? sianz..

i wan holidays... holidays only on dec sia! but cca will be going on... no such thing as holidays de... holidays = days u do nt have any stress... ya i still gt stress on competitions n academic! no such thing de... to me, real holiday is.... eh nt gd to say sumth bo liao... ok skip tt..

tmr endure to 1530 i wan go home rest.. tue publich holiday mah, i wan rest enuf for next 3 days n study CHINESE.. nt expectin to get "A" in chinese coz is 4eva nva "A".. but i hate it when i cant put in my best effort.. "DO IT WELL OR NOT AT ALL." tts my motto given by my pri sch teacher since..

stress... torment... pressure...

PhantomG appeared from the dark
10:00 PM