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Saturday, November 04, 2006
changes....
hmm 3nov de A lvl chinese paper very hard... nva plan to get A since it's impossible for me lah... haiz...
ok today is 3 of my frenz i knew de bdae... lol... but 1st is like seldom contact.. e 2nd i dun dare face... last one is my one of my best buddy.. lol ok ok.... so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to these 3 new 17 years old teens bah.. if they saw tis blog hope they dun kill me...
ok so lewis is my buddy lah.. hmm went to celebrate his bdae wif some sec sch frenz... well nt all r present coz too bz.. ate at cafe cartel but i think i make e waiter angry lah... ok dun talk bout tt.. so ate many deep-fried crispy stuff... wah lucky mum will gimme drink coolin tea soon...
ya then e main thing for my blog is changes... sad ah... see so many ppl actually changed... i found tt every1 de bond nva tt strong le.. i think all gt their own dream bah... dunno.. may be... as usual im sum1 quiet at there.. but when i see how lively they chat, is no longer tt joy i always see last year. is like nth much to share kind.. sad ah sad ah... i gt 2 frenz even faced-off today.. i dunno another 9 years lata will every1 still have tt old sec sch bond. i think by tt time every1 find it unnecessary to keep in touch.
ppl do change... tts part of e cycle of life... u change to adapt ur environment.. since all of us r in a new environment, we r no longer used to be... n i guess i'll be a memory or a past to ppl hu know me.. i guess soone or lata i'll be 4gtton.. i guess tts how my loneliness come.. tts y i like being in e shadow, coz i can onli be ppl's shadow watching em by their side... im nva sum1 impt bah... i dunno... haiz......
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