EH! long time no blog again unexpectedly... ya same old stupid reason! NTH TO BLOG!
yup bz wif sch work coz of 'A' level n competitions. zzzzz.. some stress given by peers n adults. when i said adults, i meant parents, teachers, principal n my relatives! peers r frenz, juniors, seniors, cousins... see so many ppl looking at me gonna get 'A' level cert! n wads more? muz get A lah! wth! since e grade system is up to 90. i muz score like 60++ or even 70++, at least an A to show my worthyness!
so let me share my results... chinese gt E! no more bonus for my A level le... N I WILL NT RETAKE COZ I CANNOT REALLY READ N WRITE WELL ALTHOUGH I CAN SPEAK! bio still fail, GP 4eva fail, geo stress out wif a tutor giving u so much pressure muz get A when u r a E. Maths a bit better, Chem leh wan get A so difficult when my best is a C or D.
Will any singapore university take me? I DUN WAN GO OVERSEAS! I WAN STAY IN SINGAPORE! IT'S SAFER THAN ANY OTHER COUNTRIES! i think i will go chemical engineering since my chemistry is of more potential. tot my science n maths were gd until i know 'A' level, so damn zzzz. then get 'A' level cert, either work while in uni or wad lor.
why work?! muz get experience! u see "classified" section of straits time, alot of recruitment see 'A' level cert n will get degree or diploma! ZZZZZ! n u know e resume? there u needa put alot of ur experience: CCA! OUTSIDE WORKING for Employer! ACHIEVEMENT? zzzz even academic level...
i cant get a hang of my future ah... is it a doom? zzzzz i dun wan to die early, i dun wan to giv up early, i wan to earn big bucks to live on by myself! i wan to work in a place i like wif gd pays! i wan to ENJOY MY LIFE!
PhantomG appeared from the dark 9:49 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
a slack day but i become more tired...
zzzzzzzzz.....
as soon as i blogged finish... i wan to slp early for tmr!
ok so my hol hmwk havent finished n i nid time? tmr there isnt much time to do lah! maybe needa copy instead... i feel guilty for my fren hu tried to help me but i misused... ok so deadlines!
topical tests: mon: bio tue: chem tue geo fri: maths mon: GP
hmwk! all by fri! GP: compre compo n 24 articles geo: 3 qns maths: 50qns chem: hol assignment n carbonyl tutorial
wed gt lots of free time in e afternn but gt eaten up by cca display frm 2-4pm! argh! thurs i end at 4.30pm, so late n drained by no-break-time time table.... wth! i hope to have some of e periods frm thurs shift to tue... zzzzzz
0i actually finished GP n geo hmwk. but i keep 4getin to pass up since no1 wanna collect frm me. then e maths. aint my fault! today gt surprised by geo test as no 1 ask the geo teachers - they believed that we can do e test anytime since no 1 ask for make-up test - and it was a short test after all. ok 2 qns.. 1st on weathering... it was troubling me as wad weathering can take place at below -5 degree celcius wif low rainfall? 2nd is juz plate tectonics which is so basic stuff... but ya i was surprised. n i hope to get a pass tts all. wan buy txbk tody but came back at 8plus tts so late!
tmr gt cca display n i plan to tie wushu flags ard my sch. i juz dun like some cca de members... they were so cold. hey ogl camp know each other! y so anti-social?!
i've been like water... tryin to containers. but i gt frozen into ice or heated up into vapour.
well.. i wun be seeing many of my ogms le. hope they rmb me which is impossible. glad tt i realli made some frenz in ogl camp. but im juz a memory after all in their mind. sooner or later i ll be 4gtten. i accept such fate...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 10:01 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
a slpy day...
tis wk gonna start full sch time table liao..
topical tests: mon: bio tue: chem fri: maths next mon: GP geo unknown
bio was hard coz i didnt study. no doubt sure gonna fail...
dunno when will hav make up for geo test... zzzz...
today morning went sch early. can onli stone at e courtyard look at every1... we r j2 already. i didnt know tt 1st intake of j1 will nida assemble at hall n we ogls muz take attendance. k so i missed e chance of seeing most of em last time i guess? they now hav their og tutor to mark attendance, new tutors tt came last 2 months ago... y wun they change my current cg tutor! e sight of him realli make my blood boils!
ate chicken rice for breakfast... guess hu i saw? K1M! eh i gt 1 fren always wan to talk to her. so when we saw her left to explore e sch, we purposely walk pass her. my fren started saying, "hey K1m! u joining rock climb ah?" she was like so shocked, suddenly sum1 she dunno called her name n ask her thingy. yea my fren asked her to join hockey... -.-"
kk so my sch gt 1 famous K1M tt every1 wan a foto of her... she is a student after all, eh so all e boys wanna get close to her. after 3 mths in tis sch, where will she go? stayin or leavin to other jc or poly? eh life is juz so full of surprise... i wanna slp all day, slack on...
tonite needa study chem n do some maths qn... hols hmwk i can barely finish. lol... i wan to buy some txbks tmr to help in my studies. realli... i cant survive w/o txbk. notes r papers which simply gt lost easily...
chnge music again... a new world... frm D 3 A T }{ - (\) O T 3 anime...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 4:24 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
nt say i dun wanna blog..
eh paiseh nt been bloggin...
ok i think i gt nth blog about then... at most all i can say is the orientation camp im involved...
yup new j1 1st intake... so nid giv em orientation... eh long story for these 3 days.. i can onli say tt most of the boys in my family grp r nt tt enthu... then e gals some abit sianz... is hard to make em scream n shout. dunno y lah... sianz some of them nt so 'on'...
n then ogls leh.. oso gt conflict. sort of... gt 1 guy dunno y let overtake me in leadin cheer... advice him do other cheers.. he ignored... most of e grp cheers r cr8 by him. mine was simply dump 1 side... then e gals ogls, aiya nva interact wif em much lor.. then gt 3 boys like to slack ard n their og i dunno hav been how lah... n my og de ogls.. 1 malay n me gt pressured by so many og thingy, the 3rd ogl like playin disappearance lah!
sometimes cheers no nid like so unique or very rythemic.. the cheers i hav may make ppl laugh but gt impact lah... -.-" nvm... juz hav to write em somewhere n giv others use next time... see hu wan use lor... i doubt no1 will ever use again. the cheers maybe barbaric but i can bring ppl all tgt one. so sad... say wad ogl will be judged on their duty by family heads. yaya i gt gd commentys like i dare stand out n lead... but in e end i lead, ppl heck care lah..
guess im more of an introvert? maybe do things by myself is always betta... maybe leadin isnt my job... my job is juz to watch.. ytd orientation nite... i see like all e ogms enjoyed. they enjoy can liao... at least part of my effort has paid off... haiz..
so i nida rush hmwk n study test for next wk... sch reopen in jc is always sux... they welcome u wif tests n all e stress u shud hav. n is very kind of em eh? after tis year i dun think i wan come back to tis jc lor... come back is becoz of the friends nt e teachers...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 5:47 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
nth to say lor...
hhmm... If u dunno tt tis few days, I blog b4 I slp, sav tis doc in pda n xfer to e pc lor in e morning lor.
I really hate my hols to be doing hmwk onli... Headache ah.... Sianz.... Wan play oso can’t lah...
So w8 dad nt at home watch tv or wadeva dvd I wan... I can ask my bro for resident evil 2 vcd or long hu men dvd... I can watch my own ff7 ac dvd.... sad thing is I gt matrix dvd but my dad kept dunno how long liao.. watch old shows oso boring!
Haha do nth but bloggin nowadays... =.= blog ao oso no 1 care... Yea so juz Blog all the damn things I had in my life!
N ytd wad happen? I ask for 2 pineapple pies frm lao chang kee, n tt auntie 2 yam pies which I dun like! Yamcake I eat in morning if I wan... But my after dinner snack! I wan pineapple pie lah... Dun feel like buyin frm lao chang kee.. Haiz... Expectin frenz to meet me out but dun hav... Left less than 3 wks de hols... Start doing hmwk zzzz.. If wan meet out oso w8 till 23 dec bah. Class gathering lor... But I will still go stone at 1 corner. Nth to talk.. I guess I hav no same interest wif my frenz... All gt their own dreams or goals... But I gt nth in my head. Juz doing wadeva things ppl ask me to do... I’m a mindless being. Tts all I know bout myself... Say "hi" to a brainless borndan... I'll say "yo" back to u.....
PhantomG appeared from the dark 10:01 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Holidays juz sux coz of a jailor!
Again... My hols... No more! u know y?
Becoz I hav jailor at home hu onli know how to make me life worse! Guess wad? I bought wc3 n I played onli for less than 2mths. BECOZ he lock my pc wif his damn password, I can’t play wif my pc anymore! So all I can do is to surf the internet my other old pc, which there is nth gd to surf about! Do wad? Msn? Youtube? Wad to do?
So I guess I can’t dota wif my frenz... Of coz there r ppl will b so happi bout it. I nid to do my hmwk evryday in frnt of tt jailor... N I can rot by boredom coz I’m already dead... Dead bored!
Last time they say after o's can play like hell... N tt period obviously nva last long... Hols r nva hols unless im dead. Becoz e hols I hav r 4eva nva hols but naggin n pain..
empty promise, torture youngsters, dote on other ppl, compare ppl wif u.... Wad else can my jailor do huh?
A lvl... Yaya I muz help myself blah blah... my classmates dun undErstand wad e teachers taught... Is tt our fault? Ya... It is nva teachers' fault... U wan blame hu for wad thing? Blame urself... Fine... I can onli blame myself getting dumb..
PhantomG appeared from the dark 9:41 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
dec... WOOOOO
abandon blog for 1 mth.... wooo...
nth to blog about... hoooo....
grow dust blog... weeeee....
bo liao.... yeaaaaaaaa....
heck care... my prob...
life gettin sux! tons of hmwk! dun feel like doing... wan play... at nite dota.. in e day slp.. back to my vampire life! slp at 3am wake up at 12pm...
next time get a job at a 24-hours shop or watsoeva... slp at 9am, wake up at 6pm... nite life... e period of darkness. darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness... darkness...
coz im always living in e dark...
PhantomG appeared from the dark 2:37 AM
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